Actually, it's not all that new really, because I made my move before Christmas.
I meant to tell you sooner, truly I did. It's just that I couldn't quite find my words each time I sat down to write a post here to share my news, and so, as I sat there, pondering what to write, the days went by, and I still didn't find my words.
Part of why I struggled with sharing this, is because I have always shared so much of my soul here on this blog in the past, and this time, things are not crystal clear. There isn't a bad guy in the story, but love can only overcome so many obstacles. We’re no longer living together, and at the same time, we’re not really apart either.
Regardless of reason, or knowing that what I'm doing is what is best for me, the underlying feeling of another possible failure wrapped around my heart can be at times unbearable. I catch myself over analyzing things and dissecting past interactions and situations in my mind. I have come to the conclusion that clearly my picker is broken.
My Rock n' Roll Buddy remains a big part of my life, and time will tell where we go from here. It's just that life is far more complicated than we'd like it to be sometimes, you know?
So....I have a (sort of) new address.
And I'm doing just fine. (For the most part.)