Life is hard, you know? Every one of us is fighting some sort of battle. I get the fact that we all need to remember that, and cut each other a little slack.
I also realize in the scheme of things, that my battles are minuscule in comparison to many. Still, no matter the size or magnitude, the current battles we are fighting are real, and tough for us.
I myself have had an extra rough week, and I long desperately to escape to Traceyville where everything is pleasant and cozy, where I am considered to be a treasure, and everything in life is oh, so, happy, but that ain't gonna happen tonight.
(Do you feel a pity party invite comin' your way?)
I usually am exited for Friday (Livin' for the weekend...) but tonight I just feel overwhelmed, under loved, and wishing' I could see around corners like God does.
I know. This a faith thing, and I need to just go with the flow.
(I've been here before.)
And yes, I know I have my family, and so very many blessings to be thankful for, and I am certainly not forgetting that.
It's just that, some days...it's....
Easier said than done.
(Sorry for this far-too-vague post. Sometimes putting words on paper makes me see things more clearly)
Tonight I am confused.
I just wish I knew what the plan was for me, and I keep praying for it to be easier, and, in the end...well, wonderful.
Tonight I am feeling overwhelminly weary of having my character built.